Can i really find love? does it really exist? should i just stay alone?

idk buh i never can find dah rite gurl. i once fell in love wit sum slut buh idk wah happen she cheated on me since dah day i learned dah men n women r almost dah same . buh really idk wah 2 do .sumtimes i feel lonely n really want some 1 buh i really dnt noe who dah some1 is. i just think i should live ma 16 year old life alone